Friday, April 30, 2010
oh gosh i am just so tempted to turn atheist )):
why does everything never ever fall in place nicely omg :O :O
andddd what is the point of wishing hard for like divine intervention or some form of guidance or what to occur, when it doesn't happen in the end?! oh gosh D: things just never ever ever turn out the way i want it omg, NEVER D: sucks omg :O
and why give me the impression i just got something real good, and then take it all away again :O what is the point omg, you are so mean you know that? :O and why waste my effort, why make me fight so hard?!
which brings me back to my point haha, i should just... turn atheist and, i dunno, depend on myself? cos then my life would just depend purely on me and myself haha it makes more sense that way omg ):
but then again, the way life unfolds depends a lot on other people around you also ): and that is really hard to control omg, like who knows what will happen in future srsly )): oh gosh oh gosh this sucks )):
AND i hate selfish people who don't even take their loved ones into consideration ): especially when their selfishness gets in the way of other people's happiness ):
why don't you think about how i feel :O or if you're feeling nice you could even be pro-active and make me feel better ):
also, if you expect me to refrain from doing something because of XX reason then i think you should also be prepared to refrain from doing a similar type of thing because of the same XX reason as well. ):
AND i decided that in my next life i wanna be a guy cos guys get it better, except during ns of course, but other than that, life is much better for them man srsly ): females always have to freaking consider the family ): females cannot work for overly long working hours without their husbands complaining but males can do so and they expect their wives not to complain :O where is the fairness omg )):
omg i'm so angsty really haha all the events and incidents of the past week or so have been getting to me omg, all the selfish people (i really hope you're happy now), cold people, nasty people(why grill and grill and grill me?! whatever ok i have given up on you, i am officially over you alr! our paths are never gonna meet again i'm making sure of that), and yeahh all these pent-up things have just been building and building and omgggg yes i'm really super angsty now haha i should go sleep alr or i will end up blogging out one whole essay on all my big and little gripes ):
goodnight folks, i hope i don't chomp my pillow to bits or sth D:
ok wait, on a happier note, haha i shall blog about happy things this week :D cannot allow myself to develop toxic behaviour just like someone omg. it's detrimental to my well-being la :/ plusss i'm always a happy person deep down inside la just that some things just annoy the hell out of me omgggg D:
yeahh ok so, happy stuff! :D woots (:
okays for one, i love my driving lessons! :D and haha the driving instructor i always kena these few lessons is really super cute hahaha xD not the face haha duh but the things he says hahaha omggg so cute srsly!! :D damn funny la hahaha always comment abt uncles and aunties and suan ppl on the road haha :p andddd always say i don't eat enough haha and then he'll follow up by saying "tmr i bring a big loaf of bread for you k. just joking la you can't even makan while driving anw" and "ok let's drive to the prata shop now, let's get you a roti prata ok!" HAHA :p
and haha i loveeee slacking at home, watching tv and reading my novels haha xD it rocks srsly omg (: today i just watched a whole load of cartoons hehehe i watched dimbo the gift dragon, winnie the pooh and eloise! :D hehehe omggg i loveeee cartoons haha they're super cute pls omg (((((: makes me damn smiley and happy watching them woohoo (((:
and and i love cedele soup! :D :D yumz omg and so healthy somemore omggggg ((:
and okie haha i should really go sleep alr haha xD then maybe i'll be less angsty tmr (: yippee! :D
